you would not understand

i really have done it now HAHA okay wala na :) its official this time...

i tried to go back but it didn't turn out well. so much for this stuff. i just wasted his time. talkshit ako. HAHA amp. sa totoo lang ha! mmm mahal kita mahal na mahal. ayoko lang maniwala sayo. ewan ko pa kung bakit. I've been pretty messed up and i don't know myself anymore. i don't even know how to fix myself anymore. i just need somebody to fix me. ewan ko na kung ano ano nang masakit na salita nasabe ko saknya naiyak na ko sobra sa mga sinasbe ko. i just don't want someone near me at this moment. hmm parang DANGER ZONE muna ako ngayon. baka matagalan pa toh. Kung nasasaktan kita mas nasasaktan ako. Nasasaktan ako kase sinasaktan kita. ewan ko ba kung bakit. SHOOOOT. sama ko eh. IKR. he doesn't deserve to be treated like this. kung lalayuan nya ko d na sya masasaktan. tama ganun n nga

Banat ko

LOL may bgla akong naisip na banat na korni na ewan ko ba kung banat ba talaga :))

MANI KA BA?

Coz you make me NUTS.

HAHAHAHHAA ano daw =))) banat b un!!!! wew tawa ako eh may naalala 2loy ako nung bumanat ako sakanya sa personal =))

*naglalakad kame tas may nakita kameng poste na may nakadikit na MISSING person . Edi tinignan namen*

Ako: uy! missing! MISSING YOU :"P

HAHAHAHAHA baliw ko tawa ako agad pagkabanat ko =)) kinilig na ko sa sarile kong banat.HAHAHAHAHAH HABNORMAL HEH =))

i'm missing the old days

OOOOOHHHHH super!!! miss ko na magbasa ng manga magdamag!!! miss ko na manuod ng anime buong buhay ko :)) miss ko na humarap sa computer 24/7!!!! miss ko na magpakaadik sa mga japanese songs!!! miss ko na magpakaewan sa kung ano anong mga bagay. miss ko dn gumastos ng sandamak mak para makabili ng walang kwentang gamit :)))) WAHAHA. pero mas miss ko ung bonding namen ni labidods shahaha :)) gumaganun. OO BAKET?. HAHA ou miss ko na ung araw araw pasikretong nagkikita sa service :)))) yiiiieheeeeee XDD tapos sabay umuwi kahit pinag bawalan na ng mga nakatataas =)) pasaway? NO. LOL. tsaka ung mga laugh trip moments ung mga bglang may napagttripan like ung mga lolo sa daan T-T ung mga gnun...hahooo mag college n ko oh~ different campus na....halaaaaa tapos sa manila pa ko....NAMAAAN ...pnu kaya kung ipagdasal ko na magkaEARTHQUAKE para magkalapit ung ust tsaka MAHE? asteg nun +_+. PRAYERS nga naman daw ay powerful dba...HAHA wag na baka gumiba pa tong Pilipinas xD. may ginawa nanaman akong ka epalan ngayon..nyeknyok nasaktan ko tology so ano .... awwww baluga ako. aminado na eh ._. SORRY!!!!!! hayjusme bxtah nakakahiya ung sinabe ko eh! ANG BAD KO. na iinsecure dn pla ang mga lalake :) NOW I KNOW!!! gaawd ubnormal ko talaga. babawi na lang ako bukas dba :) HAHIHO

i got it covered

HAHAH its a late post again :)

I GOT IT COVERED!!! YES YES YESSSSSS. LOL i got my forehead covered. i mean i already have FULL BANGS =)) hilarious

happy graduation day batch 2010-2011

hello hello!!! today is a special day. Its graduation day FTW!!! everything was very EPIC :) i'll never forget my stay in my beloved school. BTW!! i didn't cry :P HOHO i'm sleepy and a lil bit tired so i won't post more text so just take a look on some of the pictures down there and you'll understand what happen xDD

so this is biel and me...doing our favorite epic peace pose xD

I'm glad to have them as my BARKADA the best people and friends and sisters and classmates you'll ever have. THEY'RE THE BEST :)

oh so yup thats me and my bestestfriend ever. HAHA doing a heart hand thing pose. I LOOK RETARDED btw~ :))

my best friend crying..HOHOH

oh look what we have here!! LOL this is me and my ever loving dearest boyfriend. My mom took this picture so...UUHH no comment. HAHA XD

my boyfriend..GAAAHD he's dashingly cool&gorgeous

ILOVEHIM

lolyeah that's me and my dad. I don't know what pose he is trying to do thou~

and WTH am i doing =____=

L to R : mom , me , dad and my cousin. my brother did not come because he has classes...aww too bad for him--he didn't see his sister graduate from High school :| and not to mention that i was there when my brother graduated from High school..pfft. +_+

my batchmates! batch 2010- 2011. singing our song WE CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN compsed by my bestfriend. awww imma so gonna miss you guys!! T-T

Mom , me and Dad.

thats before entering the GYM xDD

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NERD

Final exam for the final stage in my high school life. HOW EPIC COULD IT BE

i know my post is so damn late. it's been like, 2 days after our FINAL EXAM. FINAL yes that's absolutely positively fantastically correct!!! FINAL :) GAAAAHWD i don't how to post stuff about our final exams!!! i mean DUDE!! its the final exams!!!the last I had ever took for high school!! HAHAH lol i don't know if that sentence was right (=_=) Before the actual HELL WEEK came i didn't study at all...i am not a study-hard-kinda-person so i basically study one day before the exams. NO i don't feel any pressure and NO my parents don't put any pressure...* thats what i feel* and NO ONE CARES IF I STUDY OR NOT as long as i pass the exam!! HAHAHA. OH!! and before hell week i had to go to UST for my INTERVIEW!!~ b(^_^)d --i didn't do any post about that didn't i? fuu~lame!!!-- i passed the entrance exam for ust!! USTET. I took HRM as my course and February 19, 2011 was my interview date! LOL it was a little bit nerve cracking especially the part when some guy was asking me questions and he's face was all serious. he kept on staring at me and i couldn't help but to stare back at him and glare while talking. I've talk to some kids and unfortunately they took tourism so i couldn't ask them questions..for short the interview was a fun experience!!! btw after that we went to this store and bought a cocktail dress for our TURN OVER which will be held at our school gym on Thursday{?} i don't if thats the exact date...i'll update on that later :) SO LET'S GO BACK TO THE FINAL EXAM thing~ HAA! the hell days..falala that was the last 3 hellish day for high school :) February 21, 22 & 23. as i said i didn't study well for it so i don't know if i'll have good results. The CREATIVE WRITING test was hard not to mention the type of exam!! but the ANALYTIC GEOMETRY test was just fine, even though i didn't review for that. I just want to pass all the test!!!! :DDD btw, finishing the exams doesn't mean that we'll graduate..WE STILL HAVE TO FINISH OUR THESIS!!! =_=

post pose :))

i missed puricute :)))

vanity~

KILL ME NOW. insanity ftw

i just have to post this somewhere. MAY MALABASAN LNG NG PAGKADEPRESS :)

HAHAH mga problema talaga bigla na lang sumusolpot at bigla na lang din naglalaho. Wala lang i just can handle the depression, namimiss ko magsulat dun sa notebook ko --ung notebook n pinagsusulatan ko pag depress ako-- grabee san ko na kaya un nalagay noh. Di ko kase inaasahang magkakaganito ulit ako. WOW Fourth year na lang ulit ako nagkagnto. Well dati nagkagnto dn ako pero pinapalipas ko lng pero ngayon~ parang dko na kakayanin. kase naman dba TAKOT ako magakamali!!! oo totoo takot ako dko lang pinapahalata at pinaparamadam. WOLO LONG :)) tapos feeling ko lng tlga na loner ako kase ewan ko..cguro kase ung mga closest friends ko nasa kabilang section and i'm feeling kinda out of place especially pag nag uusap sila about dun sa mga things na ginagawa nila sa classroom. Tapos tuwing UMAGA, RECESS & LUNCH ko lang sila nakakasama minsan nga may mga days na dko dn cla nakakasama. kase nga iba ung section ko. parang ung bond ko sakanila nabawasan and ung pagkamasayahin ko with them ay nabawasan kase nga parang isip ko na ang layo ko na sakanila. Tapos ung natural feeling ko pa na WTH~ i'm stupid tsaka nga ung fact na takot ako magkamali...

PERO biglang kaya ko na pala!! buti na lang may LR ako :) weeeee~ OO grateful ako . Kasi katulad ngayon di nya alam na napapagaan nya ung feeling ko. Ung stress na dala ng pagkadepress ko na lelessen dahil sakanya. HAHAH . ILOVEHIM :D

shh

KELAN PA BA!?

KELAN PA BA KO NAGING INSENSITIVE?? ang alam ko hindi ako ganun...bat ako ganito!! masyado na akong nagiging selfish. AYAKO NUN :((

LESSON LEARNED

hahaha nagtaka ako bigla...knina i made a post and i was like AKSDJALJKSA bat puro english yon!! HAHA anyway~ nag ssoundtrip nanaman ako ng mga kanta ng SILENT SANCTUARY. Natatawa na lang ako sa mga nagfflash back na memories sakin. ANG LAKING FAILURE NG GINAWA KO DATI. i learned that ...dapat di ko pnag sountripan ung mga sad songs ng SS nung medyo broken at bitter ako. WALA LANG kase ngayon na I'M FINE and doing so much better, tapos bgla kong soundtrip sa mga songs na yun naalala ko lng ung mga fail times. BTW!! i'm not sad or missing those days na churva ko saknya. I'm just saying na fail ko kase bawat love song na alam ko sya inicp ko..and I'M FUCKING IRRITATED (=_=) I'm not stating na i still have some weird feeling NATATANGA lng kase wtf is wrong with those lyrics kase ...sakto dun sa mga nangyare sak n dati =)) like this part....

Ipipikit ko ang aking mata dahil

Nais ka lamang mahagkan

Nais ka lamang masilalayan

Kahit alam kong tapos na

Kahit alam kong wala ka na...

AHAHAHA. OKAAY. moving on. THE FUUUUCK =))) adik. sorry for the vulgar words , my dear reader. O_O. i'm happy ...HAPPIER na nga eh :P :) :DD . sa totoo lang I'm much happier now.

nothin~

i miss picspamming!! =)) i should take pictures tomorrow >:)

lol the picture on top---wore my shirt "DUGONG SALESYANO" bought it at school. My classmates were the one who was selling does kind of shirt. It was for our entrepreneurship class. and BTW for our our group CLICK GENERATIOn; its a photo booth and dramatically speaking ours did not get a thumbs UP on selling because our printer BOOM-ed up . LAAAAAMEEE. But in some way we manage to get some MONEY and customers :) so it did not go that bad as you think, so hopefully during FAMILY DAY and in the INTRAMURALS we'll get two thumbs UP na :DD

*updated my blog: YEAAAH its been a decade since I've put on some soul into this blog :) -MUSIC IS MY SOUL- the song is FOR TONIGHT by Silent Sanctuary -- my alltimefavoriteOPMband.

Tonight

Like birds we will fly

We’ll leave our burden on our nest

Of hate, of pain, of bitterness

Tonight

Like birds we will fly

We’ll touch the clouds, we’ll paint the sky

And use your favourite colors

:DDD favorite partssssss

EVERYDAY IS A HAPPY DAY

with him by my side i don't feel the world closing down on me :)

i'll take every failure and embrace all risk to make my love true and never ending. I never knew i'll find this kind of love. The bitterness dispersed as soon as you came into my life.

aksjdjaksdjkal thats my hearty story :) I promise , and this blog is my witness. I love him and loving him forever in my life >:D

hello long hair

find me!!! HAHAHA . OO ako yan mahaba pa buhok ko sa mga pictures dto...cguro nung 2nd year toh?? or mga 3rd year? lol i really don't remember, di ko akalaing umabot ng ganyan kahaba ang buhok ko. GUSTO KO ULIT MAHABA para naman ma iba >:DDD

left to right: DAD, kuya, MAM, AKO--WOW :))

Hmmm..family outing? yup Christmas yan...picture with my cousin and my little pamangkin PSALM...IKR ang banal ng name...HESSO CUTE XDDD

eto naman...new year last last year??? dun remember :P

LEFT TO RIGHT: ako, ate nene, KUYA--siga pose ni kuya FTW~how epic can that be >:)) kaya pla ayaw magpatag eh xD

lostandalmostfound

thankyou CAMEROID :)))

Danica

hahaha. yup that's my name :]

i'm not basically vain ...just bored .

so, in tagalog LAGE AKONG WALANG MAGAWA kahit na meron naman tlgang pwedeng gawin! for example, pwede kong asikasuhin yung thesis namen, kaso IDK where and how to start. Next!! pwede ako magreview ng mga lessons, KASO nga tamad at walang gana! So i always end up getting bored :))

I can do the random-est things!!! :))

kitang kita naman sa picture dba? CALL ME RANDOM.

OKAY~ cute :P

ako yan!! hinarang ko lng ung stuffed-dog sa mukha ko baka maxyado kayong matakot sa mukha ko eh :)) baka magtaka kayo kung sino nagbigay or kung anung meron dyan. WELL WEH!!! secret na.HAHAHA. suot ko pla dyan ung CHINEN MY LOVE shirt ko..hoho~GREEN

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gusto ko pa sana mag picspam..dme palang nakatambak na pictures dito :)) greaaaat!!!EMBRACE YOURSELVES~

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the IMBALANCE face~

haggard,messed-up,DORK

k fine...isasama ko na sa picspam to..THE EPIC POSE :))

hanapin nyo pinsan ko...WHEN YOU SEE IT YOU'LL SHITBRIX. wahahaha \m/

mukha lang naman akong naparanormal dyan...cge lng TULEG? :))

END OF PICSPAM

I feel the sun creeping up like tik tok

I LOVE THIS DAY kahit na maypagka-FAIL-WASABE. HAHAHAHA.

lalalalalalalabs :P

Bakit MASAYA?-hmm kase ano, KASE WALA MAHAL KO YANG TAONG YAN KAYA MASAYA. Sabi nga diba HAPPINESS is a choice :)) anu daw? ang saya nga eeeeeh kahit wasabe minsan..MADALAS pala :))

OKAY PICTURE SPAM NA SA NEXT POST =))

joke time sa radio~

okay so pauwe kami galing SM...tapos biglang nagjoke ung sa radio...

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Cashier[?]: Mam', for dine in or for take out?

aleng nag order: hindi, for vandolf~

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* ikr ang luma na nung joke peroo...* :))

dadi: vandolf?? ano yun?

mama: ...

ako: ADIK!! tao un!

mama: ahh!! dadi ang bagal natin nu~ galing talaga ni Nica

ako: SLOW NYO!!

dadi: ay..haha kala ko si vandolf ung kay dolphie...

TOINKS xDD chug chug~

this post doesn't make any sense at all =))