My BoyFriend's Message for last week

yeah! after ng super malaking problema buti na lng nagkaayos kami! haha d ko na sasabihin ung mga problema samin na yun! haha basta masaya na kami ngayon dahil bumalik ung dating kami :) ung lage nagawa ako ng paraan para kiligin sya!! haha ang saya pla bumanat kahit korni =)) the best ung"nothing is permanent in this world, only my love for you" super ako un :) totoo un permanent ung pagmamahal ko sakanyaaaaaaaa! :) wala na akong ibang mamahalin pa dahil sakanya ako sobrang masaya ako sayo ! :) sige na nga ikwento ko naaaaaaaaa =)) eh kase namn akoo sobrang matanong! =)) ayun tuloy nagalit syaaaaaa tapos badtrip sya kase d nya maalala ung pinagaralan nya para sa exam nyaaaa! sorry kase minsan d ako nakikineg . almost pla pero minsan nakikinig ako nuuuuuuuuuuuuu! pero lage kita naiintndihan :) akala mo lang hindi pero oo! oo! oo! naiintndhan kita :) sorry tlga sa lahat lahat ng nagawa kong kamali mali! promise ko ngayon simula ngayon paparamdam ko sayo palage na sobrang mahal kita importante ka at papakiligin kita palage! ngayon nga eh nagawa na ko ng paraan! para pakiligin kaaaaaa sa sabado yieee! excited na ko sa saturday dahil magkikita tayo :) maguusap at mag dadateeeeee magksamaaaaa tapos pupunta pa ko sa inyo <3 ang saya partyyyyyy lilibre mo ko :> HAHA sorry tlga sa mga pagkukulang ko bilang boyfriend mo haaaaaaaa! :) basta isa lng tlga mapapangako ko . actually dalawa . eto un oh " hindi kita iiwan at ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko forever " :) totoo yan itatak mo na palage sa puso at isip mo kahit ano mangyare hindi ako mawawala sayo kase mahal kita ng totoo :) sorry tlga kung napapafeel ko sayo na ikaw lage masama eh hindi naman . ako tlga ung masama tapos nagpapaawa pa ko sa fb sorry tlgaaaaaaa gsto ko lng talaga ako lng lalage mooooo forever sa puso mo sympre kasama na dun sila dadi mo at kuya moooo :) wag na tayo mag aaway haaaaaaa pero hindi un mapapangako kase kusa un nadating basta satin gagawin lng natn best natin para hindi mag away :) mahal na mahal na mahal talaga kita salamat sa lahat lalo na sa pagmamahal mong forever and ever :) hindi ka sumusuko kahit super napapagod ka at nasasaktan . mahal mo tlga ako :) lage ako nandito para sayo pugs :) kaya wag kang matatakot ha . wag ka ng malungkot :*** i love you :) gsto ko na mag sabadoooooo! haha yayakapin kita :)

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days lang after my birthday and i feel devastated and depressed. Sa sobrang depress nagkapatong patong na mga problema ko. Sana di na lang ako nag birthday haha kasi ganun din naman malungkot lang din naman. This year is gonna be the saddest year ever, birthday ko pa lang sad na what more on the coming days that's why i never expect anything from anyone or something. Kase when you expect and your expectation was not fulfilled you will be more than crushed and devastated. Parang ung exam ko lang sa HRM kala ko maalala ko ung mga inaaral ko, i studied for like 1 and a half day for that subject pero nung nag exam i ended up having a huge frown on my face kase nakalimutan ko lahat ng inaral ko. HOW FUN DBA :) tapos when you got home may tatawag sayo kinakamusta ka then sinabe mo na wala kang nasagot sa test tas saknya parang wala lang, okay lang din un ganun, never expect nga dba, tapos kkwentuhan k nya ng kung ano ano na hindi nya alam n badtrip ka sobra, AND YOU CALL YOURSELF AS MY SOULMATE? based on this experience your pretty much not my soulmate :) Tapos while i try to cheer myself up by reminiscing ung mga memories na sobrang saya ko, you ended up making me feel even worse, more than devastated i was burned to hell. Thank you for destroying myself-cheering-up method. Lumabas na din ung totoo mong kulay, sige kasalanan ko lagi sorry kung ikaw lagi may kasalanan, sorry kung hindi ko mameet ung mga demand mong " madali " sorry din kung di ako katulad mo na sweet and stuff wag ka na mag aalala i changed myself already, so when u get back home today, you'll never feel the old me, CHERISH EVERY FEELING BECAUSE IT WON'T LAST FOREVER but i guess the feeling that i have now will be with me for a lifetime. I have no life to live only a body to move , thank you for making me feel this way, even though it crushed me , i'll be fine you won't care anyway. Birthday wish ko? siguro hmm, sana may makaintndi sakn, please? if not i think i'll die THOUGHTS CAN KILL. I slept with tears on my eyes and woke up having a lot of morning stars, then i cried ended up having a huge puffy eyebags. I can handle this everyday i'm used to this and i'll get through this. LOVE can change either for the best or for the worst. I had a lot to say but the mind can't say it all in words. I HAD MY SAY, I WILL OBEY, BECAUSE TODAY I AM NO LONGER ME BUT RATHER I AM YOU.

meet my ever loving boyfriend, this is how he use to be before he met me....GAWD thank goodness you met me !!! dahil sakin pumogi ka oh =))))

the year wouldn't end without pictures :)